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[mynewplace]

Somebody remind me that just because every man I've ever wanted in real life has rejected me at some point, it doesn't mean I'm less desireable, it doesn't mean there's some deep-seated thing wrong with me, I'm not a worthless human being just because nobody wants to be with me bad enough to actually be with me.

Because I need reminding.

I want to take this moment to say 'thank you' to those people who have commented in my lj during the last week or so. Thank YOU.

And somebody remind me that just because there are a lot of people on my 'friends' list who don't comment on my lj, it doesn't mean they're not my friends. It doesn't mean they don't like me or care what I think, or care to share what they think with me. It doesn't mean they can't be bothered to take a moment to say 'hey'.

Cause I need reminding of that, too.

You people who are reading this, who have lj's and are thinking "what a whiny attention-whore' remember. You have an lj. Thus, you crave attention too.

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[danxsunday.livejournal.com]

Official Reminder From Daniel Sunday:

I think you are lovely

End Official Reminder.

xxx

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Thanks for coming by Dan. I really appreciate it more than you know when I learn that you've read my lj.

*hugs*

*sighs and lingers a sec*

[danxsunday.livejournal.com]

Well, I'm feeling naughty and neglectful. I sppent so long in the mountains I just skipped all the stuff I missed.

I am thinking of you honey

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Thank you, I need to know when gorgeous men who make me drool think about me once in a while.

I don't mean to make you feel neglectful. I know you're busy sweetheart. I just want you to know how much I appreciate your input. Not just the "hey you're great" "or what you write makes me hot" but your thoughts and opinions. You're awesome-smart and insightful.

[danxsunday.livejournal.com]

I sometimes worry that I crap on too much on other people's LJs.

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

You don't 'crap on' in mine. I cherish the opportunities I have to corner you here for a while and talk to you.

Do you feel that people 'crap on' in yours? (love that phrase btw) Because we tend to talk you to pieces over there.

I'm only saying it to try and determine if you feel that you do that because you feel that others do that to you. So you can say yes, if that's really how you feel. I certainly won't be offended.

[danxsunday.livejournal.com]

I like to talk on LJ cos I don't IM or anything like that. So I quite enjoy it.

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Yeah, lj gives you the ability to answer at leisure, without being tied to the computer in order to talk in real time. Plus you can take a few minutes to formulate your answers, give it some thought without the other person 'bling'ing at you, asking if you're still there.

[danxsunday.livejournal.com]

as this computer is a shared resource I need to discuss it with the others before we downloaded anyhitng like IM.

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

I have to admit, it would be awesome to see you online in real time. But I like you here, like you are now, probably better. I never really feel like I'm 'taking too much of your time' here. Or keeping you from living your life.

[danxsunday.livejournal.com]

I must admit the notion of IM doesn't thrill me.
Just prefer the distance you know?

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Yes sweetheart. I know. Got to keep the separation intact. Its a wise desire, darling. Very very wise.

[danxsunday.livejournal.com]

For awhile I thought it might come across as rude or standoffish. But this is my life and this is how I want to do stuff. People either like it or move on

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

You know, some people might claim that it is standoffish. But its mentally healthy to be able to say 'no', to know your limits. You're a remarkably well-adjusted young man.

[danxsunday.livejournal.com]

I think you just need to be mindfull of what you can offer emotionally and intellectually. I know my limits.

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

You're right. I'm learning mine as well. But I'm also seeing that I have quite a bit to offer. Its available now online only because I have no outlet for it in real life. I've always known that should someone come along, my life here would be dramatically cut back. I would have no qualms about disappearing in order to devote my attention to someone in real time.

[danxsunday.livejournal.com]

and this is very true. I disappear on weekends because I'm off doing stuff. Also to give the others a turn on the computer

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

"Out having a life." The envy of all of lj. lol

[danxsunday.livejournal.com]

way too much life ;) I come to lj for the peace and quiet