Monday

[mynewplace]

I weighed myself for the first time in over a year.   I've regained every pound I lost when my job was first moved to this office.  I'm back at that weight that is too appalling for me to even say out loud. I am so goddamned angry I could spit.  

I hope I'm goddamned angry enough to do the right thing for a change.  Walking, despite the pain; salads, salt and soda elimination. Back to caffeine pills, water, and iced tea.  I miss walking to and from lunch. Guess I'll start walking around the building or something.

Comments

[mastermindsgirl.livejournal.com]

The gym teacher incident has stuck with me, too. I've never forgotten it. That was my first really clear memory of thinking, "Is this really happening? This can't be happening to me." That feeling of... surreality, for lack of a better word, has always remained vivid.

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Male or female teacher?

[mastermindsgirl.livejournal.com]

Male. His name was Mr. Basham. I'll never ever forget it.

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Sometimes I think they're the worst, but then I remember all the women gym teachers I had. They were horrible too.