Sunday Night

[mynewplace]

I'm tired, restless, and uncomfortable in my own skin. No surprise to discover I'm now ovulating. 

Mom's doing remarkably well.  Her heart cath is tomorrow, but I am going to go out on a limb and say I bet they don't find anything. If they do I will be glad they've found it and possibly treated it, but I just have a feeling. 

Things went VERY well this weekend.  I hate leaving him alone on Sundays. I finally managed to tell him so, when I left him, and again on the phone a while ago.  And he didn't freak out. This means I've opened a door for further conversation in the future about our time together, what I'd like to see happen between us, and also discussion about my child's possible role in this developing relationship.  I'm quite proud of myself. 

But I'm also feeling icky. Here's an example of why - I had a HUGE early dinner, couldn't finish it and had to bring some home in a box.  And yet I'm fighting a compulsion to eat beef stick and crackers. Not an urge, compulsion.

Comments

[skyearthandsea.livejournal.com]

Periodness can make you crave salt pretty badly. It does that to me :)

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Salt and fat are my worst problems.