Monday night

[mynewplace]

I'm not feeling better so much as I'm feeling "okay right now".  I came home early, and caught the fever at about 99 with some tylenol.  While I've been able to perform a few minor tasks, I've not had much appetite or energy.  At almost eleven p.m. my eyes are starting to burn a bit, and my throat is starting to hurt. I hope this doesn't turn into anything MORE than a fever. If I get sicker than I've been in the last couple days, I'm going to be in real hell. While the fever is horrible, to get a sinus or bronchial issue in addition would set me back for days. i don't want to waste my sick leave.

Brent.  My poor boy. It seems like every time he has a weekend where his thoughts of "her" come a little fewer and farther between, he has to double back and reassure himself that he's still hurting more than any normal person. Like he's seeing signs of healing, and he's afraid it means his love wasn't as deep as he thought.  Sometimes I wanna fuckin' slap him, but I really, truly believe he's getting past it. And that's what keeps me tolerant of these drunken rants.

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[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Well shit! I'm sorry, I didn't know I could pass it thru teh-intarwebs. Hope you get to feeling better Holly.