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So despite my fear of remaining online for extensive periods of time, I'm finding myself lost in LJ again. Commenting, dumping little bits of my heart on this one and that one, and longing to write here, but lacking the words.
There was a leak in the pipes at my apartment over the weekend. I first heard it Saturday morning, and it continued all day Saturday. I tried to contact the upstairs neighbors to see if they heard it, but they wouldn't answer their door. So I went to Brent's, and when I came home Sunday the noise was still there. I don't handle continuous noise well, it fucks with my head. I crave silence. So I fretted, but did other things because I kept thinking it was coming from upstairs. I finally cornered the upstairs neighbor in the parking lot and asked him if HE heard it, and he did not. So I called the landlord, and he was pissy because I hadn't called sooner.
He sent someone out yesterday, and turns out that the leak was far more substantial than they first imagined. They had to turn off the water, and leave it off overnight. So when I got home, no water. Frustrating to no end, but Scarlett and I had dinner, then went to Pavanne's to spend the night. It was great to be online at night again.
I'm tired, and scatterbrained. But at least I'm not all angsty and wringing my hands over Brent today. I'm feeling very secure with him right now, and it's incredibly satisfying. It helps keep me from worrying over all those other things that are wrong - the financial situation, the mess at my house, nothing else matters when I'm happy. It's funny, when I'm happy, I know everything's gonna work out just fine, and it's SO much easier to take life an hour at a time.
I'm off to file. Talk atcha later, bebes.
There was a leak in the pipes at my apartment over the weekend. I first heard it Saturday morning, and it continued all day Saturday. I tried to contact the upstairs neighbors to see if they heard it, but they wouldn't answer their door. So I went to Brent's, and when I came home Sunday the noise was still there. I don't handle continuous noise well, it fucks with my head. I crave silence. So I fretted, but did other things because I kept thinking it was coming from upstairs. I finally cornered the upstairs neighbor in the parking lot and asked him if HE heard it, and he did not. So I called the landlord, and he was pissy because I hadn't called sooner.
He sent someone out yesterday, and turns out that the leak was far more substantial than they first imagined. They had to turn off the water, and leave it off overnight. So when I got home, no water. Frustrating to no end, but Scarlett and I had dinner, then went to Pavanne's to spend the night. It was great to be online at night again.
I'm tired, and scatterbrained. But at least I'm not all angsty and wringing my hands over Brent today. I'm feeling very secure with him right now, and it's incredibly satisfying. It helps keep me from worrying over all those other things that are wrong - the financial situation, the mess at my house, nothing else matters when I'm happy. It's funny, when I'm happy, I know everything's gonna work out just fine, and it's SO much easier to take life an hour at a time.
I'm off to file. Talk atcha later, bebes.
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Date: 2006-10-24 03:07 pm (UTC)yes, it was 8^)
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Date: 2006-10-24 05:06 pm (UTC)Hi.
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