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Nov. 27th, 2004 08:34 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mynewplacewhat have I done, what is wrong with me that I don't deserve to be loved the way I crave?
what have I done that I can see love all around me and yet there remains none for me to embrace? no flesh for me to hold, to claim for my own, nothing nothing nothing
how is it possible that more people than I can count will tell me that they love me, and I will love them, but still there will be no one for me?
I don't ask to remove what rightfully belongs to someone else. I don't ask for someone who does not want me in return.
all I've ever asked for is this one thing. for this one thing to remain. for all the words to mean something for a change. or for all the words to go away and for reality to take their place.
when do I get to experience satisfaction?
