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[mynewplace]

My nerves are shot this morning. I'm not sure why - possibly too much caffeine last night, and then more this morning. More likely anticipation of something I don't want to happen later today. I'm not anticipating anything specific. But this is a familiar feeling, that usually indicates I'll see someone I don't want to see, or be forced to deal with something I don't want to deal with at some point today. Scarlett got up and did a great job this morning, and I was snippy anyway, so this is a feeling I woke up with. I'm going to try and play it down, so that no matter what it is, I don't explode or fall apart as a result. 

Maybe it's just anticipation of another week alone, uncertain and wishing for someone to fill the gaps of silence.

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[el-jefe59.livejournal.com]

More likely anticipation of something I don't want to happen later today. I'm not anticipating anything specific. But this is a familiar feeling, that usually indicates I'll see someone I don't want to see, or be forced to deal with something I don't want to deal with at some point today.

Oh geez, I know that feeling! Don't you hate that? (((HUGS)))

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Yes, I DO hate it! But I'm going to try and turn it around somehow.

My useless help...

[amok-about-sex.livejournal.com]

I found my eyes roaming a set of chakra mandalas yesterday.
Believe it or not, remarkably soothing.
As a matter of fact, it inspired me to open up and spill something...and I feel so much lighter now! Even though it resolved nothing.

Don't mind me...I am stoned. My head hurts, still...
I'll go away now...

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Sounds interesting. I need to study my runes, I think.

[retro-rider55.livejournal.com]

I know weeks alone.

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Yes, Stewart, I know you do honey. As do I.