Jan. 8th, 2007

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When I went to pick up Scarlett last night, that feeling started creeping over me. I got so very sleepy, and probably dozed off waiting for her to come out of church. When I woke up I was shivering, but it was time to drive home, so I cranked up the heat. I managed to get some gas in the car, but I was so damned sore that every movement was extreme effort. I fixed us some hot cocoa, and took Tylenol P.M. An hour later perspiration was dripping off my head and I couldn't hold my eyes open. Fever thwarted, I dried off and headed to bed.

At two forty a.m., my body shook me awake. I couldn't bear the thought of exposing my skin to the air, but my covers weren't keeping me warm and something had to be done. I finally got out of bed, teeth chattering violently and barely able to walk. I think I had a brief glimpse of Parkinsons at that point, and I am not making any kind of a joke when I say that. The thermometer said my temperature was only about 100.8, but when I'm feeling good, it runs about 97. I fought the lid off the Tylenol, and the pills kinda shook their way out of the bottle. I grabbed my winter robe, my slippers, and a quilt - and sat on the sofa waiting for the fever to break. There was no way I could bear to go back to that bed and those cold sheets. Again, an hour later it felt like someone was pouring a bucket of water over my head, so I dried off and headed back to bed at four a.m. Stopped briefly to check my temperature again - still 100.6. Apparently when I break out in a sweat, the fever hasn't dropped yet, but Tylenol has simply won another round for me.

I decided at the last minute to come on in to work today. Dressed like a slob, and no makeup. My skin is tender from all the up and down temperature; my stomach is upset from too much Tylenol, and I feel like I've been run over by a truck.

I don't know if it will go back up or not. If it does, I'm fucked, because I don't think I can handle sitting here through the ordeal, nor do I think I can drive, if I'm shaking like I did last night. My neck and shoulders are so fucking sore!

I wish I'd stayed home to rest.
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I'm not feeling better so much as I'm feeling "okay right now".  I came home early, and caught the fever at about 99 with some tylenol.  While I've been able to perform a few minor tasks, I've not had much appetite or energy.  At almost eleven p.m. my eyes are starting to burn a bit, and my throat is starting to hurt. I hope this doesn't turn into anything MORE than a fever. If I get sicker than I've been in the last couple days, I'm going to be in real hell. While the fever is horrible, to get a sinus or bronchial issue in addition would set me back for days. i don't want to waste my sick leave.

Brent.  My poor boy. It seems like every time he has a weekend where his thoughts of "her" come a little fewer and farther between, he has to double back and reassure himself that he's still hurting more than any normal person. Like he's seeing signs of healing, and he's afraid it means his love wasn't as deep as he thought.  Sometimes I wanna fuckin' slap him, but I really, truly believe he's getting past it. And that's what keeps me tolerant of these drunken rants.

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