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YAY!!! FORSYTHIA!!!!!!

I saw the first forsythia blooms this morning, on my way in to work. 
I am so EXCITED! 
SPRING IS HERE!!

I have a special love for forsythia because it's usually one of the first hints of color in the woods when I'm driving around. It means that the orchid of the redbud tree is not far behind, and tulips!

I adore spring. It's one of the biggest upswings in my annual mood cycle. Everything just seems better in spring, you know? The air smells better, the rain tastes better, you can get down and roll on the grass and even getting dirty feels better! I wish I had someone to share it with, but this is one of the few times of year that I'm satisfied sharing it with Scarlett. I can't wait for EASTER!!

And because you've been so sweet to read me, here's a poem I wrote about forsythia. It's not so upbeat, but I like it anyway. 

Unseasonably warm, they call it

Interrogation-light sun

Bluest blue you've ever seen

I hear birds tghat I only hear in April

The groundhog's hiding though, 
cause he knows better.

I miss seeing him

Every day by the road on the way home.

Another reason for melancholy.

On the way to work, I see the sweetest thing -

Forsythia in bloom

But it breaks my heart

because forsythia doesn't have a clue.

It doesn't know it isn't spring.

It's just another winter in West Virginia.

When I drive home, the fragile yellow finery

Is withered in the sudden cold.

I feel my spirit dragging the ground.

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Wow. There went my pictures. They haven't gotten around to banning my sapphirescarlet account yet, but aintruelove (the newer photos) has been banned. Stupid assholes. I guess I'll be looking for a new photo host this weekend, if I get around to it. I've got lots of plans, so I might not. Gah! Fuckers!

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HA-ha!    

And yes, I do a good 'Nelson' voice!  I put my piccies in my old photobucket account, and updated my ain-true-love journal. So THERE photobucket!! NYAH!!

So what am I doing home? I had an appointment to meet someone! And I couldn't find the fucking bar. Which suits me just fine. God damn bars. But I'm all dressed up and nowhere to go, typical for me, which is why I never GET dressed up. Stupid asshole men who never want to take me anywhere. 

And I look so NICE dressed like this! What a shame to waste it! SEE??
  

Oh, don't even THINK to tell me I look pissy! Nuh UH!!! It's just the glare from the flash. SEE??

 
Eh. I used the enhance tool on my photo program, and now it looks like I've got on too much makeup. bleh

Still....

Who wouldn't love such a face??



Oh forget it. I KNOW who. Hell, I've got a fucking LIST of who. 
Not good enough, not good enough, never never good enough. 

I'm gonna go get drunk.