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[mynewplace]

Wait, wait.

Wait wait wait.

Silence fills my head.

I double-check my work

I am unconscious.

Wait wait wait some more.

What's that sucking sound?

The sound of silence.

 

I can endure anything

In order to climb those wooden stairs

See him open the door

Mix me a drink

In a cold dark kitchen

Please? Can we leave the lights off?

Smile as a week of stress

Melts in minty bourbon heat

And he begins the circuit

Through darkened rooms

 

I can endure anything

Even silence that sucks away my spirit

Even silence from him.

 

Until the day comes

When that silence means

"No More".

Comments

Silence

[phil123.livejournal.com]

Anita,
Silence can be a vacuum. It can suck you into nothingness and leave you empty and traceless. I quickly skimmed through your most recent posts and you seem to fighting the vacuum. But I think it is more than silence that is sucking at you. Somewhere you said that loving you "comes at a high cost" or something like that. True affection comes at a cost. Unless you are totally unreasonable I would consider you worth it.
You mentioned that you had a nose bleed that could be caused by high blood preasure. Please take care of yourself! I usually like my friends alive. It is easier to communicate with them.
My son Luke is driving me nuts. He is 10 and we are having all soughts of trouble with him. My daughter will be 9 next week. I remember you mentioned that your daughter is 9 also.
I hope you take some time to visit my LJ and my blog(phil's place), I would really like that.

[mediyogi.livejournal.com]

Until the day comes
When that silence means
"No More".

I know where you are....and you won't stay there...(((HUGS))) I just "know" this for some reason....

[el-jefe59.livejournal.com]

I have felt this and you have captured perfectly what it feels like. (((HUG)))