Tuesday

[mynewplace]

I'm all ferhoodled.  I'm truly overwhelmed with this whole "find a home" thing, to the point of tears this morning.  I've consistently made poor financial decisions, all my life - I've never been good with money, because as a young woman I figured I'd find someone who was good with money, and I'd bring my assets to the table, while he'd bring his.  But he never showed up, and I lost a really good job, quit another, got overwhelmed with depression, had to drop out of school due to my pregnancy, and here I am.  Making enough that most folks could get by, but I barely seem to get from one paycheck to another.  I'm extravagant, thoughtless, and have no sense of the future. 

Okay, enough trashing me.  I have no freakin' idea what I'm going to do about a house and it's freakin' me out.  

I'm just gonna have to suck it up and deal.

Comments

[padiwack.livejournal.com]

"I'm just gonna have to suck it up and deal." I wish I had a dollar for everytime I thought/said this. I could send you a bankroll and the money issue would go poof!

You can do this, make it happen. One step at a time, make a list, a plan, scheme and dream big. Network, get other people to help. People love to help. As least the good ones do, and they are still out there!

Don't beat yourself up over the past sugar, just square your shoulders, breathe deep, slow down and have faith in yourself.

Things WILL work out, I just know they will. I believe in you!

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Thanks. You can imagine how badly I needed that. I'm about ready to beg my parents to cosign on a mobile home. I have no FREAKIN' idea where I'd put it, but I just can't handle much more of this.

[popfiend.livejournal.com]

Ditto.

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Thanks!