Fuck

[mynewplace]

I took the pill about 90 minutes earlier tonight.  I think I was asleep by eleven.  I KNOW I was awake by three. THATS NOT ENOUGH SLEEP DAMMIT. 

This better not become a pattern. I'm going to try and lay back down. I LOVE my sleep. I will NOT live without it. 

Will not. 

Refuse. dammit

Comments

Umm...

[toplflite.livejournal.com]

Not to be perverted or anything...I'm just a horny bastard lol....have you tried masturbation?

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[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Yep. THAT took a bit longer, too. And it still took me a bit to fall asleep after.

This stuff BETTER NOT fuck with my sex drive.....

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[toplflite.livejournal.com]

Hmmm...how bout you and me find out? heeheehee

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[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Don't I wish. You'd never get anything done if you lived up here, or I lived down there. I'd be all up in your shit allatime.

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[toplflite.livejournal.com]

Mmm...sounds like paradise to me. *naughty smile*

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[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Eh, you'd get tired of it soon enough. You wouldn't have time for strange, and I'd be bitchy about your other women.

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[toplflite.livejournal.com]

How bitchy? Jealousy makes for interesting make-up sex.

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[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Eventually, if I feel I don't have a special place to fill, that no one else can fill, I bail.

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[toplflite.livejournal.com]

Oh....hmm...but I bet the sex would be awesome. lol

Honestly, if I felt that something bothered my girl, I'd stop doing it.

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[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Yeah, the sex WOULD be awesome! And while I do get jealous on occasion, I'm more likely to point women out to you, and admire them with you.

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[toplflite.livejournal.com]

Really?! I admire that. That shows you are secure.

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[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I love to look at women. I love boobs. lol Plus I do some self-comparison.

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[toplflite.livejournal.com]

LOL...thats cool. I like to look at women too. I don't blame women that are bi or lesbian at all because the female form is a beautiful thing.

[gymorama.livejournal.com]

sounds like my sleep patterns lately. I wondered abotu it when you were so hyper yesterday

[sparkles25.livejournal.com]

i understand about sleep. I love sleep too.

[skyearthandsea.livejournal.com]

I think you'd better check with your doctor. Lexapro is *not* supposed to rev you up like this. Most people will sleep for the entire first month after starting it. I did too. Also, I had to start taking Wellbutrin with the Lexapro because I got to where I just couldn't have an orgasm to save my life.

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Well, the pharmacy wouldn't fill the prescription today, because the insurance requires a phone call from the doctor. SOOooo, I'll likely switch to Celexa on Tuesday, because there's a generic available. I kinda like the revved up bit, it's the 'throat closing off' bit that's getting me. Well, and the lack of sleep. I did manage to finally get myself off - to sleep again. lol And seriously, if it fucks with my libido, it's outtahere.

[retro-rider55.livejournal.com]

I do hope it doesn't get worse; I haven't really slept properly in almost a year. Do you respond fairly positively to CPAP?

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

No. I don't respond well to it at all. My apnea is bad enough that I actually need BIPAP. But I didn't like it, and I just moved closer to work, so I don't have a chance to fall asleep on the way to work any more.