May you live in interesting times
May. 4th, 2006 08:50 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mynewplaceEh, whatever.
I got a phone call today. From Greece. I was rude at first, because I was afraid it was a sales call. I'm sorry Val. You sound so beautiful - as always.
I wish I could see Greece. I've never wished that before. But I do, now. Wish it with all my heart.
I've been nervous as a cat all morning. Tense and uptight, waiting for something to happen but I don't know what. He has been trying to fill my head, and I've been shoving him away. Searching for something else to think about.
The guy I've been emailing with is very sweet. I don't know what he looks like. I won't make the mistake of saying anything remotely affectionate early in the friendship. Never again. He wants to wait to meet me, until it's 'like old friends' meeting. By that time I will likely have lost interest, or become convinced that he is too gentle and too old to suit me. So I shrugged and said fine. Moving on.
Some child asswipe on Swing Life Style said "Hey baby want to watch me cum?" last night. And I returned my standard "Fuck no, idiot." So now I have a nasty message waiting for me over there, which makes me laugh and LAUGH! Because he can get kicked off for that shit. I can't wait to see what it says, and send it to the website managers. heh heh heh heh heh He and his wife are on there together, and she'll be so pissed at him for getting them kicked off!! Young hotheaded boys are dumb. And yes, he was 27, so I am qualified to call him young, and/or child.
This day better not suck.
I got a phone call today. From Greece. I was rude at first, because I was afraid it was a sales call. I'm sorry Val. You sound so beautiful - as always.
I wish I could see Greece. I've never wished that before. But I do, now. Wish it with all my heart.
I've been nervous as a cat all morning. Tense and uptight, waiting for something to happen but I don't know what. He has been trying to fill my head, and I've been shoving him away. Searching for something else to think about.
The guy I've been emailing with is very sweet. I don't know what he looks like. I won't make the mistake of saying anything remotely affectionate early in the friendship. Never again. He wants to wait to meet me, until it's 'like old friends' meeting. By that time I will likely have lost interest, or become convinced that he is too gentle and too old to suit me. So I shrugged and said fine. Moving on.
Some child asswipe on Swing Life Style said "Hey baby want to watch me cum?" last night. And I returned my standard "Fuck no, idiot." So now I have a nasty message waiting for me over there, which makes me laugh and LAUGH! Because he can get kicked off for that shit. I can't wait to see what it says, and send it to the website managers. heh heh heh heh heh He and his wife are on there together, and she'll be so pissed at him for getting them kicked off!! Young hotheaded boys are dumb. And yes, he was 27, so I am qualified to call him young, and/or child.
This day better not suck.
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Date: 2006-05-04 06:59 am (UTC)No really.
HOLY. As in pope-like. SHIT.
I had no idea.
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Date: 2006-05-04 07:00 am (UTC)Sure doesn't look it, does he?
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Date: 2006-05-04 07:30 am (UTC)Sapphire is highly appropriate, as hard as a diamond, and much prettier (imnot-so-ho)
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Date: 2006-05-04 07:32 am (UTC)http://pics.livejournal.com/blairly/pic/00017drd/
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