Sunday

I'm tired. So a brief update before bed. Scarlett is sick again - sore throat, fever, stomach pain, and some serious redness and pus around her tonsils. Mom will try and get her in to see the doctor tomorrow. My poor kiddo. Mom says if this is her first bout with tonsilitis, she might not need to get them out. But I'd hate to see her get it more than once. I mean, what's the point? Once the tonsils are infected, they don't get completely well, do they? Anyone know? 

I bought two new sofa covers. These are the 3rd and 4th ones I've purchased. The first two didn't fit, and I returned them both today. One of the covers also came with a loveseat cover and chair cover that match. If the chair cover fits and looks good next to the new curtains, I'll use them, and take the other one back. Otherwise I'll use the other one. sigh  Stupid choices. 

I'm hungry, and nothing sounds good. Can my period be far behind? Probably not. 

My kid sister called today, we're possibly going to go to Bogue Sound/Atlantic Beach the week of June 29th. Same place we went last year. See Photos HERE and HERE of last years trip. I'm sure we'll have a great time, I hope I can afford it. 

Thinking about the beach, (and driving home from Value City, and driving through St. Albans, and watching the storm roll in, and . and . and . ) all made me think of the dipshit, and makes a huge sucking hole in my chest and makes me wish I had something else to think about. Something. ANYTHING. dammit

So I started laundry, and had a bite to eat, and read the paper. The munchies haven't dissipated, so I don't know if I'll go salty or sweet. Or just have spaghetti. I didn't take my Lexapro tonight. Even mom said the 'closed-throat' feeling sounded like an allergic reaction. (Blair!) So no more. Wonder if Celexa will be like that. Wonder if my doctor will wanna try that. Wonder what happens next. Wonder if I'm gonna care. 

I kinda hope so. I wanna care again.