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Much I want to say, much I cannot seem to muster.

Thank you Tom, for the wonderful, beautiful Christmas gifts.

I miss you guys - I joined a local 'Freecycle", but I have to find something to give away before I can make a request. Thus I will just keep an eye out for a free monitor, until or unless Morgan* comes through. (*A friend has offered me one of his, but I don't know when he'll be through Charleston again.)

I got my Christmas shopping done today. That should be a load off my mind. Instead I still feel as if I'm pulled ten directions at once, and none of them are where I want to go. "Where I want to go" is silent at present.

Still have one more office stressor, Tuesday is the Christmas party. I'm in charge of the gift exchange game. I'm not participating. I just can't muster the spirit. I need to hide, and have no hiding place. (Okay, that makes me cry, so next subject.)

Pavanne's house is cold. I'm going home.

Oh, and I did this: Virgo Daily extended (by Astrology.com) The connections you have with others are of particular importance at the moment -- the energy you get from the people in your life is both supportive and restorative. Keeping those connections alive and prosperous is something you can put your famous organizational ability toward with incredible results now. Reach out and touch people by sending cards, making calls and generally brightening days in a methodical way.

I need to be restored.

And I still miss you guys.