30 days left

Thanks Liv and Stacy, for talking with me yesterday. I needed it more than you know.

 

The silence has been deafening.

 

But I guess I've invited it somehow.

 

Maybe I can consider this a purging of sorts - cleaning out my email box in order to make room for someone who wants to know me again.

Hypothetical

Don't be offended, ladies, that I'm not including you in this hypothetical situation. But while I'm not blind to the beauty of a woman, I'm still het as can be. I posted a hypothetical question to a friend of mine, so I thought perhaps I'd pose it here, as well, in a modified form.

 

Here's what I want  - take this hypothetical situation, and tell me what you think. If we'd met in person, if you were looking to settle down, would you settle with a woman who looked like me, who'd had sex with 12 different guys in two months? Honest to god, would that affect your decision to date her? And would you consider settling with a woman who'd had her tubes tied, and thus could not have any more children?

 

See, these are the issues I'm facing - who's going to want me after this? How much should I keep to myself? How honest should I be? Its all just hypothetical anyway, since right now there isn't anybody who wants me at all, with or without the sexual past. But I'm not sure how much I'm going to reveal from here on out.