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*SQUEES LIEK WHOA!*

PRESSIES CAME IN THE MAIL TODAY!!   w00t!

*grabs and hugs and squeezes and kisses him like madcrazybitch* MUAH MUAH MUAH!

 

It never ceases to amaze me when I witness first-hand the kindess of strangers. This man doesn't want anything from me - what he wants he has already, my friendship, my affection, my attention on occasion. Nothing more. He doesn't claim to love me, or want to lay claim to me, he only wants to be my friend. And he has sent me a gift. A small gift that has made my heart soar like no 10 carat diamond could, simply because there are no strings attached. How is it possible that someone could be a friend, and see his way clear to do something so kind for me, when people who have claimed to love me, to adore me beyond reason, never could? Isn't that a beautiful thing? You rock, babe.

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I can't count the number of times I've cranked this up and opened the windows to fly in my little Grand Am. I adore this song, always have. It always reminded me of a man that I loved very much once, named Gary. He would come and go in the night just like this song, and always leave me breathless and dying for more. Its only recently I've come to realize that this song is as much about me as it is about some of the men in my life. And the feeling of pure sexuality that's oozing from my every pore today just emphasizes it. I'm going to hear Bob Thompson's guitarist tonight. And I am so fuckin' stoked. Cause if anyone is more 'teh sexx' than me, its that man.....

I'm No Angel

by Gregg Allman

No I'm no angel, No I'm no stranger to the street
I`ve got my label, So I won't crumble at your feet
And I'm no baby, So I've got scars upon my cheek
And I'm half crazy, Come on and love me baby

So you find me hard to handle, well I'm easier to hold
So you like my spurs that jingle and I never leave you cold
So I might steal your diamonds I'll bring you back some gold
I'm no angel

No I'm no angel, No I'm no stranger to the dark
Let me rock your cradle, Let me start a fire with your spark
Oh come on baby, Come and let me show you my tattoo
Let me drive you crazy, Come on and love me baby

So you don't give a damn about me, I never treat you bad
I won't ever lift a hand to hurt you & I'll always leave you glad
So I might steal your diamonds I'll bring you back some gold
I'm no angel

No I'm no angel, No I'm no stranger to the dark
Let me rock your cradle, Let me start a fire with your spark
Oh come on baby, Come and let me show you my tattoo
Let me drive you crazy, Come on and love me baby

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"All Because of You"

I was born a child of grace
Nothing else about the place
Everything was ugly but your beautiful face
And it left me no illusions
I saw you in the curve of the moon
In the shadow cast across my room
You heard me in my tune
When I just heard confusion

All because of you
All because of you
All because of you
I am, I am

I like the sound of my own voice
I didn't give anyone else a choice
An intellectual tortoise
Racing with your bullet train
Some people get squashed crossing the tracks
Some people got high rises on their backs
I’m not broke but you can see the cracks
You can make me perfect again

All because of you
All because of you
All because of you
I am, I am

I'm alive
I'm being born
I just arrived
I'm at the door
Of the place I started from
And I want back inside

All because of you
All because of you
All because of you
I am

Never mind that Bono rules. This song, just *sigh*. There are times when I think I'm better, I'm all over it and have moved on, and I'll hear this...and I'm not well any more. This thing I have become, it thrilled me today. I've never felt such power simmer beneath my skin, I've never felt such an aura radiating from me. Those around me felt it, were drawn to me in a way I've never experienced. I'm glad Brent wasn't there today, it would have been so explosive I'm not sure I would have survived. I can't help but wonder if this will wax and wane with the moon, the way my moods do. I know this, I would never be the person I was today, the person I am right now, if I hadn't experienced this summer. It feels like 2005 is going to be the most fulfilling year I've ever had.