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mynewplace) wrote2006-12-09 09:55 am
mynewplace) wrote2006-12-09 09:55 am
Saturday
Zone Alarm is blocking my internet access. I can't figure out how to make it let me through, so I turned the fucker off.
I feel like I'm running naked through a mine field.
But of course I feel pretty strange anyway. I woke up at 7:45 (before Scarlett on a Saturday??) And so far I have baked cinnamon bread, started a load of laundry, picked up shit off the floor, swept the kitchen, fucked with the computer, run the sweeper, washed a small load of dishes, and cleaned the kitchen.
Something is wrong. I'm edgy and kinda angry, snapping at Scarlett over her choice of cartoons (myGAWD they're insipid!) and for reciting lines from them. She's driving me apeshit with her "I LOVE that cartoon! I've never seen it before but I LOVE it!" and OMG I'm gonna smack me some Bratz!! I think the Lamictal is kicking in. I'm up to a 100 mg dose, and I know that Shelly has mentioned how much more she seems to get done now that her meds are working. I'm not sure I like it, because I'm doing things that I know will make my back hurt like a mutherfucker later. And that worries me. But I think I'm gonna milk this energy burst while I can.
I want to teach Scarlett how to make date balls before her dance recital this afternoon. But I need to take something first to help me relax my jaw, because something is giving me a pain in my TMJ muscles. I don't know if it's the tension I'm feeling this morning or if it's from chewing gum so much this week. Goddamnit. I'm just so fucking confused.
I'm gonna go fold clothes now, and put towels in the washer.
I feel like I'm running naked through a mine field.
But of course I feel pretty strange anyway. I woke up at 7:45 (before Scarlett on a Saturday??) And so far I have baked cinnamon bread, started a load of laundry, picked up shit off the floor, swept the kitchen, fucked with the computer, run the sweeper, washed a small load of dishes, and cleaned the kitchen.
Something is wrong. I'm edgy and kinda angry, snapping at Scarlett over her choice of cartoons (myGAWD they're insipid!) and for reciting lines from them. She's driving me apeshit with her "I LOVE that cartoon! I've never seen it before but I LOVE it!" and OMG I'm gonna smack me some Bratz!! I think the Lamictal is kicking in. I'm up to a 100 mg dose, and I know that Shelly has mentioned how much more she seems to get done now that her meds are working. I'm not sure I like it, because I'm doing things that I know will make my back hurt like a mutherfucker later. And that worries me. But I think I'm gonna milk this energy burst while I can.
I want to teach Scarlett how to make date balls before her dance recital this afternoon. But I need to take something first to help me relax my jaw, because something is giving me a pain in my TMJ muscles. I don't know if it's the tension I'm feeling this morning or if it's from chewing gum so much this week. Goddamnit. I'm just so fucking confused.
I'm gonna go fold clothes now, and put towels in the washer.
Just sayin'
You got to make the morning last
Just kicking down the cobblestones
Looking for fun and feeling groovy
Ba da da da da da da, feeling groovy
Hello lamppost, what'cha knowing
I've come to watch your flowers growin'
Ain't cha got no rhymes for me?
Doo-it in doo doo, feeling groovy
Ba da da da da da da, feeling groovy
I got no deeds to do
No promises to keep
I'm dappled and drowsy and ready to sleep
Let the morning time drop all its petals on me
Life I love you, all is groovy
Re: Just sayin'