Oh Lexie - please don't give up. Maybe you're just depressed because of the earlier bit with Steve. I bet you aren't doing as badly in English as you think, and you're just over-reacting to your emotional state. I know you're getting some rest right now, maybe you can think about it more clearly tomorrow. Is there a specific theme your professor wants you to discuss in this paper? Perhaps some of us can help you get it figured out.