I don't know if this is the time or place for this, but its interresting none the less. Believe in believing. Organized religion is just....wrong. I hate to say it, but it is. In my opinion at least. There is not supposed to be a "middle man" between you and God. I totally agree with what you say. My 20 years of life have taught me little, however, they have taught me that man is fallable. Do what you feel is right and damn everyone else.

Unfortunetly, people drifting away from one another is nearly unavoidable. Best friends from school you don't see after graduation, friends you meet online take personal time to themselves to get things straight, people you meet in life break attachments. It seems the tighter you try to hold them, the more they slip from your grasp. Not much can be done. Chersish what you have while finding new friends. Not to replace the old persay, but to ease the passing of the old to the new. Some return, infact, after a while, many return. But some will be lost. As saddening as it is there shall be others. Some better, some not. But none will ever be able to be quite like those that found that place in your heart that made you happy. There will be others that make you happy, but no two people can make you feel the exact same way. That's just how happiness works.



But hey, what do I know, i'm just a kid with a crush. Heh, :) XD