I know what you mean about needing a good cry. If it helps, imagine a big ol' redneck with a long black ponytail reading and crying about how he doesn't deserve to have a book written about him.

And I understand about how much help it is to have friends online. We can talk when the phone isn't convenient, and we can give encouragement without loading one another down with a lot of our own baggage. HUGS for you too Sug.