Feb. 28th, 2007 09:30 am
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D'ya ever feel like you're waiting for something?  I do.  Almost every month I get this feeling during PMS that I'm waiting for my life to start.  Here's how it feels.  Say to yourself "Just a few more months, and then..."  You feel that anticipation that starts to swell?  That's the beginning of it, but it's exacerbated because I have no ENDING to that sentence.  I've been waiting for this "whatever" for years upon years.  

Along that same vein, I had this thought a couple days ago:  "How much longer am I going to have to buy these damned groceries?"  The frustration was overwhelming, it almost had me in tears.  Now I look back and of course have to say "What the fuck?" Because groceries? Um. Hello? All your life??   Damn. 

But it's like that. Almost EVERY SINGLE FUCKING MONTH.   Waiting for some unidentifiable something that has been "on it's way" since I was, I dunno, maybe 12? Or 17?  Try and imagine the level of frustration that's built up inside me.  Go ahead.  Try. 

Nope.  Try harder. 

Oh forget it.  I'm waiting for my "ship" to come in, at a port that's been paved over for 15 years. 

Be your own damn valentine.

Date: 2007-02-28 03:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
WOw! Yeah! That's completely the feeling I get (along with general irritability)....that impending SOMETHING feeling!

Date: 2007-02-28 03:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
But will they give ya a pill for it? OH HELL NO! Cause they're addictive, dammit. I NEED CODEINE.

Date: 2007-02-28 03:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
You know, it wouldn't be so bad if there was some release at the other end. But I don't get that - no relief from the tension really.


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