I don't feel entitled at all. I just *have* to do it. Then I feel guilty. And sometimes I leave money. It's probably the most dangerous of my compulsions. I had to work so hard to get over it. Now I'm concentrating on *not* pulling out my hair. It's driving me crazy especially when I'm trying to write...

You should write more. So I can read it. Because you really are a terrific writer. And speaking of writing, did you ever get chapter 14? I sent it, I think.