Hmm. Its kind of hard to explain. It WAS hard. But after I got the breast pics out there, and received some fairly decent acceptance regarding them, then it was a bit easier. Its almost as if, once I showed Brian the pics that Scarlett and I had taken, and he was willing to do the fully nude shots, then I had this overwhelming feeling that it NEEDED to be done. For some deep psychological reason. It probably took me an hour or more to get my clothes off once I was there. It wasn't easy. (though it would be easier, should I get a chance to do it again) But I still feel that it was probably the best thing I've ever done for myself. Acceptance from someone OTHER than these people who have seen inside my head will go a long way toward my own self-love.