Friday

[mynewplace]

First a bitch:

This is my cousin on the cover of this magazine. She is a carbon copy of her mother, whom I grew up idolizing. And she looks just like the rest of my mother's cousins. One of the secondary reasons I grew up thinking I was ugly was because I didn't look like HER. My looks come from my dad's side of the family, whom I didn't see much. If I'd grown up with them I'd have been considered one of the pretty ones in comparison. lol

 http://www.amazon.com/Tea-Experience-Digest/dp/B00081KXWQ

 

The eyes and hair are what get me. They ALL have those huge chocolate brown eyes that are long and just begging for eyeliner, cheekbones no matter how round their faces get, and their HAIR! While a lot of the cousins have kinda dry hair because they tend to color it a lot, Julie's is just thick and black and took the slightest curl when she'd put it up on those 3 inch rollers. And she kept her shape. The Lemons do that, where as we Conleys (my moms'd DAD) got Grandma Kappels curse, no hair and big bellies. SO German. (they have awesome mouths too, but I can't complain there because I got's me one as well.)

Moving along, popfiend asked "Why are you here?" today on his Casual Friday. 

I'm here to learn to love. That's the meaning of life folks. Hate to break it to ya, cause I know it's simple, but there ya go. 

In other news, Scarlett's first dance performance in the itty-bitty-half-assed dance school production of selections from the Nutcracker went REMARKABLY well. She remembered all her steps, she had poise, she had grace, she had her arms perfectly arched. All points in which the other dancers were sorely lacking, even their princess-en-pointe. Who is ALL legs and arms, just astonishingly so. I was relieved and quite proud, because this is her first REAL dance class, and she kinda fucked up at the mall during that little group-thing for Build-A-Bear. 

So she has a rehearsal tonight, a dance tomorrow, then it's off to the mall with me to find a present for herself. Perhaps back home to cook dinner for the drumgod, perhaps not. Dunno yet, and am not holding my breath. He'll be drunk Friday and Saturday night, and I'll likely get my invitation at nine p.m. I'm going to pass tonight, and pressure him to at least ask me tonight to come over tomorrow after he plays.  Dammit, there's no sense in his slacker behavior.

Comments

Re: Eeeennnhhh...

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

*blush*

Thank you. Yes that's me, and I guess it looks like I have "freakin' amazing eyes", because, um, well..


I do.

heh

And hi. How'd you get here?

Re: Eeeennnhhh...

[popfiend.livejournal.com]

I may be responsible.

:)

Not positive on that one.

Fill in the blanks Snoop.

Re: Eeeennnhhh...

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I SAW you on his list, and figgered it had something to do with you. But I'm always curious about it, whether they see an icon and wonder, or do the "friends of friends list" thing.

Yup, yup, yup -

[snoopymikemike.livejournal.com]

it was all Pop's fault. It wasn't really the icon pic, it was the part about learning to love.
and yeah, i guess the concept is really simple. But Man, some of the lessons are hard. And sometimes hard to accept the parts we wish weren't true.

(okay, okay, AND it was the icon pic :8)- )

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

WOW! Talk aboutcher validation! Thank you!! Believe me, the lessons business? Don't I KNOW it's hard. And I'm convinced there are some I'm never gonna get this go round. But the ones I have managed to commit to memory I'm now using to pound others about the head and shoulders. Love love love dammit!

Yup-

[snoopymikemike.livejournal.com]

Your fault. And thank you. Never woulda got here otherwise.

sYmm

via -

[snoopymikemike.livejournal.com]

[Bad username or unknown identity: El Dorko Suavé's] friends page (http://popfiend.livejournal.com/friends). Is this ummm... not a good thing?

Re: via -

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

It's a very fine thing. Like I told Senor Suave, I'm always curious. Nothing more than that, kitty curiosity about what draws a person to me. My heart's here, so what can I say?

By the way, if that's your boy, he's quite a sweetie.

boys (plural)

[snoopymikemike.livejournal.com]

Yeah, that's my oldest (up top). the second is.. well... the second. LOL.
They're amazing and beautiful and possessed, full of piss and vinegar and sticky hugs, an' i love' em for it. Well, you're a mom - You know

Re: boys (plural)

[sapphirescarlet.livejournal.com]

Yes, I do. And I kinda thought their eyes were not the same, but wasn't sure.