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It's one of those days
Just made for ~~takin' a ride~~
Slicing up people into little bits
and leaving bloody trails where 'ere I walk.

ah HA!

Quickie: Friends are not all in sync with you today -- spend more time with those who are.

Overview: Good intentions are nice, but you know that the road to you-know-where is paved with 'em. It's time to make your actions count, not just your words. People will be amazed at your follow-through.

Virgo

Daily extended (by Astrology.com)
Your relationships are going through a shift right now -- you will find yourself drawn to certain people more than others. This is natural, so don't feel guilty if you suddenly want to spend more time with a new person. Just be sure to honor all your current commitments -- rescheduling or canceling a date at the last minute sends the wrong message. You're not choosing one person over another; you're just exploring new ways of being with people.

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I'm a combination of mother and daughter, I think.

There's a lot of similarities. Somehow the smiling, tossled haired redhead icon doesn't fit there 8^) and that is how I see you when your name pops into my head

Well, that IS me. On the outside - all sweetness and light; on the inside, shades of Morticia.

I suppose I can see some of it in that haunting, 1000 yard stare

People who oooh and aaah over the pictures seem to miss that. While I'm occasionally surprised by my appearance (I still have little boys in my head telling me I'm ugly, you know) What really haunts me are my eyes. But the thing that makes me waffle between leaving them on the internet and taking them off is the hope that some day someone will see what's in them and say to themselves "I think I can fix that. I'm going to give it a try."

Well, I don't see it as something needing to be fixed. I see it as the "mystery" of you, not to be changed, but discovered. haunt me all you want 8^)

I'm not sure how much more haunting I'm going to do. I'm at a point mentally (again) where I want someone to do all those nice, sweet, fun things first, before they fuck me. Granted, that might fly away at the first sight of talldarkandhandsome, but for now that's my story and I'm stickin' to it.

You've got to do what you've got to do. be true to yourself.

Can I smack you with this cliche'? lol

Sometimes I wish I could do another book, filled with all these comments and so forth. There's so much here, that helps me define myself, and that could be useful to other people, if it were more readily available.

Some of my best expoundments are in comments.

sounds like it would be a good exercise for you as well if you feel that strongly about it.

Exercise?

Sorry. Fell asleep there just for a moment.

I've thought about it a lot, but kinda put it behind me when I got so engrossed in the dipshit. It might be something to consider for later - a memoir or something. "Mah Life On Tha Intarwebs"

yes, exercise... you seem to use LJ (rather successfully) as a way to work through problems so making the book out of things said in comments would probably be good for you.

It's a valid point. Thank you for paying attention.

Thank you for paying attention.

your welcome. and thank you for having me all over your LJ. I looked at my stats and it's probably half my posts are in here...

I welcome participation, in all its forms.

good as I'm certainly participating 8^)

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