People who oooh and aaah over the pictures seem to miss that. While I'm occasionally surprised by my appearance (I still have little boys in my head telling me I'm ugly, you know) What really haunts me are my eyes. But the thing that makes me waffle between leaving them on the internet and taking them off is the hope that some day someone will see what's in them and say to themselves "I think I can fix that. I'm going to give it a try."